Ok so I am finally here at work.

The first thing that I start thinking about is how I need to change my life so that I am not at work somewhere wondering how do I get the heck out of this place. I don't just want to get out, I want to stay out and be out there doing something I love and doing it well.

How do you do that? Well step number one, as all the self help books, videos, & conferences will suggest, is know what you want. That seems to be the elusive key everyone is looking for. That was and had been the problem for me going on four or five years. Well as of this morning my years of self dilusion are over. I think I have finally

I will finish this later have to go take down John Buck.